叶子飞霜

2011/04/14

月圆之夜---我疯了......


不用怀疑我爱的就是你......
I love you more than I thought
If I capable and if I have that courage
I want the whole world to know that I love you
I am jealous-ing to the other people that able to stay beside you
They are beside you, they can talk to you, they can play with you, they able to touch you, hold you and even love you
I envy about that but how I have the right to jealous on them
I’m mean nothing for you, not even as a friend
You will only know who are beside you, I’m behind you, I’m going to stay forever for you
Please turn back and have a look at me, starring at me, be the prince charming in my life.
I want no one else except you so please I want to use the quotes of Meredith Grey
So Pick Me, Choose Me and Love Me
I’m ordinary girl, I always know that,
I may not deserve for you and you such a perfect guy in my eyes
I’m not that sucks right?
But I ever give up and take back this feeling not only for once
I try hard and almost give to throw you away from my mind and my heart
Finally I fail again I can’t do this just because I love you, I love you more than everything
Don’t make me falling apart again, I love you, it is stepping in the 4th year
What a long time already huh?
Now I’m asking you begging you to love me
Isn’t it very cheap huh?
But that’s how I feel and what I am think about when you update your status
I can’t afford to accept it and I’m going to be crazy if you are in a real relationship
You’re got to believe you are my destiny and if you step out for even one step
I will, 
I really will walk or even run for the rest no matter 99,999 or 9999 step to get you go into my life.
Take me, take me as the one to accompany you to walk over your whole life
Just be the one ,just be there for me, just let me to love you forever, just give me the chance
Actually I can but I’m just not dare to tell you I like you, I love you and I’m waiting for you and I’m willing to waiting for you forever......
What I’m gonna to do, I don’t want just give up like a coward and I’m not reconciled to my own defeat
Don’t break me out, so many years gone past and I still stand at there the same place to looking for you
Don’t let me give up even I know that I’m not lucky as Cinderella, Snow White o even Fiona
Don’t let me go out even it is just my own dream, dream on you to be mine.
Don’t leave me alone although you never be there for me
I love you that’s all I can say, I miss you badly right now, I just want to be honest to myself
I can’t forget you and I LOVE you, I want you now
Bless me and pray for me, my dream will come true……..
先不要注意我的语法是否用对了
我昨晚一定是走火入魔才会写出这样的东西
压抑了三个月的爆发的狂野......
这样的东西亏我自己才写的出来.......
这简直就是疯子的告白书
可是不能否认,我真的真的还是忘不了他......
不管我,
再怎么伪装、再怎么不在乎、 再怎么健忘
不管我死心了几次、说放手了n遍
我都不会忘了他......
你到底凭什么在你自己不知情的情况下绑住我的心
我也到底凭什么非要爱他那么深?!
时间不是该冲淡的吗?但在即将迈入第四年之际
怎么对你的思念却越冲越浓......
我就是那么喜欢自相矛盾......
我要,我要再赌一次,
我不要再放弃了,为自己坚持一次吧!
就算我还是一样会失败收场,就算我永远是单相思......
因为我爱你,我也只想爱你......
“不管你做任何决定究竟爱我还是逃避,
sorry我还是不会放弃!是你让我了解为爱我可以那么坚定......”
不会放弃,爱你.......                              

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